45 Days.....

I am 45 days away from becoming Mrs. Todd Anthony Lee :D I feel so happy I'm ready to burst!! My life has taken quite a turn and I feel like a completely new person.....

But at the same time, I wonder so much about what my new life will be like, what I will be like, in 45 days...... I like that I'm busy all the time with baseball games and getting stuff done for the wedding, but I'm also disappointed that my house is as messy as it is and that I'm tired All. The. Time...... Will I be able to keep up with the housework when there's someone else living in the house with me? Will I find time to be with others, not just my husband? What will it be like being married to a college student who is also working and coaching? Will I be willing to wait three years to have kids? Will I figure out what else God wants for my life? Or will I be so wrapped up in me, me, me to see what He has in store for me?

I know that these are questions that everyone has when they get married, and I guess I needed to voice them, even if no one else reads them.....

[Oh, and this list is in no way complete.... :P]